Calendar

Mya and I have been talking about getting a calendar for her so she can start learning about days of the week, numbers, and predicting when an event is going to come. We have tried a couple places in town to find a calendar, but haven't found the exact one that we want. So I decided to make my own on the computer. That way I can put actual photos of people on days when she is going to see them or have a birthday party or things like that. I was working on the calendar this morning and she asked me a very serious question. She looked at me with those big blue eyes and said, "Mommy, are we going far, far away in a distant land to go get me a calendar?" Oh so cute! Luckily I was able to surprise her and show her the calendar I was making. No need to go to a distant land to find it. We just walked to the printer in the kitchen and printed it out. Ta da!

Relief!

This weekend my digestive system finally decided how to work again. I still ate 6 meals a day with tons of calories, but I didn't hit starvation mode and I didn't crave fast food near as much. Finally I get some relief from the guilt that I have been carrying for eating such bad food. Today I craved oranges. That is a good sign! I still haven't gotten motivated to get some exercise yet, so hopefully with the weather clearing up I will feel up to doing that. My belly has popped out a little bit and I am nearing the end of the first trimester. Yes! Good times ahead!

Totally Different Pregnancy

Either I have a really bad memory or my other pregnancies were totally different than this pregnancy. I had one week of bad nausea and now I am just plain hungry ALL the time. I don't remember being this hungry ever. I feel like the baby is taking everything from me when I eat and there is nothing left for me. I am talking about severe hunger. If I don't stay on top of it by snacking all day, then it is miserable. And of course all I want to eat is fast food. What a shock to my system. And I am not exercising. The other night I ordered a pizza at 11:30 pm because I was so hungry and had to have a Papa John's pizza. I know exactly what I want and I just go for it when I get the urge. But I am not gaining weight with grace. I have no energy, feel grouchy, and just plain unattractive. I am eagerly waiting for the second trimester to come (only 4 weeks away) when I get to feel really good. There is something about that second trimester that makes everything feel great. I am usually not a complainer, but boy am I struggling with this pregnancy. Maybe it is different because I have two toddlers to chase after when I just want to lay on the couch and relax. But aside from all the negatives, I am forever grateful that the baby is doing well. It is all worth it in the end!